Had been rather busy.
And now.
I AM SICK!
Sigh. I having sore throat.
And the worst sickness for me is sore throat!
I can get anything.
You gimme fever, I'll take it.
You gimme ulcer, I'll take it.
But not sore throat!!
This is killing me.
I can't even talk cause it hurts so much.
But I think I am gonna get better soon.
I hope.
So many things happened recently.
Don't even know where to start blogging them down.
But life is good. :)
@ 9:09 AM
Just finished my performance.
Another small Ruan Zu performance.
But the feeling is like totally different.
I miss Pei Ru, Pei Yu, Shin Yi, Yan Ting (although I see her everyday), Mei Qi, Yi Ling, Chen Cheng and all the others in Ruan Zu.
Sigh. Played Yue Guang today.
The feeling really is totally different.
I looked at us playing when we are on stage.
No smiles.
I remember when the old batch of us play that song, we were really enjoying ourselves and into the music.
We are smiling to each other and there is a connection among us.
Sigh. I miss those times.
Anyway, my string broke on stage!
First time in my whole 12 years of playing and performing Ruan.
Had the shock of my life.
Haha. :)
Hope the old batch of us can perform like old times again. :)
@ 6:27 PM
I am sitting in my new chair, typing away on my lappy that is on my new cosy desk!
Didn't I say?
My family went to Ikea and spent almost $800 on lights and everything else.
So happy la!
So I practically have my own corner now.
So nice!
On my left is the wall which I mounted my own cork board to put up notices and pictures!
On my left os my beloved keyboard.
But I am gonna save up and buy another better one!
I have stereo Bose speakers which I can play music with a stereo surrounding.
And behind me is my guitar and Zhong Ruan.
Haha.
So Cosy.
All my favourites surrounding me while I work.
Which reminds me.
I am teaching tuition now la.
First time.
So nervous. =p
It's amazing how things are going so well in my life right now.
Lala has been my accompanion nowadays.
So nice.
My parents know about Lala too.
Which is a HUGE relief to me.
As I don't have to hide things from them anymore.
And can just live a life without white lies and lies.
HAPPY. :)
They are right.
Things really go your way when you are truely happy.
HAPPY! :)
@ 11:57 AM
Cora:
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
Alex:
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Chorus: [Both]
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
Cora:
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
Alex:
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
Chorus: [Both]
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Cora:
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
Both:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
@ 8:08 AM
Went to Suntec's IT fair today.
SO MANY PEOPLE!
I can't even see spaces in between people.
Everyone all cramped together.
No space to walk.
Everyone like playing "Bumper Cars".
Anyway, walked around with Lala and friend, Zac.
Luckily they are tall enough, if not I will get lost la.
Walked around for quite some time, they bought a thumbdrive each.
Then Zac went off with Bryan for another round of "Bumper Cars", while Lala and me gave up.
So Lala and me went to Bugis.
Wanting to catch a movie.
But timings not right.
So went home.
At around 7 plus, Lala and me went to meet Lala's primary school friends for dinner.
Good food, cheap prices.
Eat until I was damn full la.
But I like the food. Hehe.
Then slacked at Lala's house.
End of today.
Can't wait till tomorrow.
Meeting Lala again.
:)
@ 1:27 AM
I am missing my friends so much.
:(
I need some love from my friends.
Life nowadays had been a rollarcoaster ride.
But everything's in place now.
Just that I hope the retards can talk to me more.
Bleahs.
Love life.
New begining with you.
:)
@ 8:34 AM
Good. Everything's in control now.
:)
Chinese new year totally save my life.
Don't have to go to work for 4 days!
Finally la.
Last day of work.
2 March.
Hehe.
Too boring and tiring for my eyes.
Gotta rest them.
Haven been blogging much.
Nothing to update.
Things has been rather confusing.
In a whirl.
I miss my baobei, my honey, my boyfriend, my darling.
I need all of you la.
De Xin is leaving soon.
In the middle of the night on sunday.
So sad la.
Everyone's leaving me.
:(
Gotta cheer up.
Ang Bow time soon.
iloveyou
ilikeyou.
Mummy bought my sister and I identical pajamas.
Gosh. I feel as though I am 5 years old again.
So nice.
Finally did spring cleaning too.
My house actually feels like home now.
Nice nice.
Gotta go Ikea soon to decorate my room!
So excited la! :)
@ 10:07 PM
It's amazing how love always gives me someone better after the last one is gone.
Damn it.
I don't know if I can do it.
I need time.
@ 6:57 AM
De Xin wants me to blog.
So I shall.
Because I love her.
Haha.
On Monday, after my work, I went to meet Win.
To get his stuff for me to scan because he needed them in soft copy.
And he said he's having a surprise for me!
Now, this is something I don't get everyday la.
So I was really damn excited!
Guess what was my surprise?
DE XIN HERSELF!
I didn't even know that they know each other la.
Haha. And I haven't seen her for AGES!
Finally got to see her and she's leaving soon. :(
Then we 3 hanged out at Simei Green until 1am plus.
I cancelled dinner with Hui Min LaoGong and Zhao Pei Mei.
SORRY DEARS!
I will compensate one ok?
Lemme tell you more of my factory work.
IT'S BORING.
At the same time it's quite a nice job.
All I had to do for the whole 9 hours straight is to count the number of sticker labels and put them in packets of whatever number.
At the same time, reject those that are faulty and accept only those that are perfect.
It may sound boring, but the atmosphere is perfect for me to think.
I think about loads of things when I am working.
Time passes tremedously fast.
Even so.
I STILL WANNA QUIT!
Haha. I just try out the job to see what it's like.
Met Win yesterday to pass him some stuff.
He surprise me again la!
He knew I liked Salmon Sushi.
So he got it for me before going over to my house. Haha.
So nice right.
Yeah.
So we hanged out at Simei Green again.
And I got FREE guitar lessons from him la.
I am finally like learning guitar!
Wanted to learn for so long!
I can cross that off my wishlist already. Haha.
Vday arrived.
Was with Win at that time.
Never got home until 1am plus?
Haha. Then I went online.
Something bad happened to me.
But Kok Leong Laoshi talked to me.
De Xin talked to me.
I called Hui Yin.
Win called me.
So I am pretty much alright.
I think I should be able to do it.
Not worth not worth.
Haha. So yeah, I deleted everything already.
Well, not really. Haha.
But anyway, his words were too hurting already la.
Like enemy. Haha. Whatever.
I actually got something for him and don't really dared to give it to him.
But now, I don't even know if I should give it to him.
He's not my friend even sia.
WTH.
I misunderstand sia.
Thought he IS my friend.
Meeting Michael after work today.
So long never hang out with him already.
Need to catch up a bit with that emo guy.
Haha.
Hmm. sorry lehs. No present.
Owe u 2 years birthday gift already. Haha.
Sorry ah.
Alright. OFF TO WORK!
Hehe.
Love you people!
I MISS JESSLYN WHO DOESN'T REPLY MY SMS AND TAKE MY CALLS AND DOESN'T GO ONLINE.
I MISS PEISHI WHO ONLY TALKS TO JWEN AND ONLY STUDYS AND DOESN'T TALK TO ME ONLINE.
I MISS TRINA WHO JUST HAD THE SWEETEST 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH ZHONG TING AND ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I AM ALWAYS FEELING LOW.
Gosh. I miss those people.
Important people in my life. :)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! :)
@ 7:09 AM
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